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THE AMBUSH FILES
Chapter 3: Among Us
There’s a skill to blending in when you look like you belong in a police lineup. You practice it at Army bars and Red Roof Inns off the beltway, but the real final exam is a downtown DC diner at breakfast rush. I let the crush of lawyers and tech rats jam up the vestibule, slipped between a trio of sleep-deprived grad students, and nodded at the hostess like we were co-conspirators. She didn’t even ask if I wanted a booth.
The trick to a public meet is to make your privacy look accidental. I took the second-to-last booth near the back exit, the side with a solid line-of-sight on both doorways. It smelled like scorched eggs, orange rinds, and five years of spilled coffee. If you listened, you could hear three different radio stations fighting for control of the ceiling speakers, news at the counter, Spanish pop from the kitchen, and classic rock near the bathrooms. No one paid attention to the noise. That was the point.
I ordered water, left the menu closed, and set my phone face-down by the napkin holder. Two minutes to go. I scanned the rest of the booths. Nearest neighbors: two men in government-casual doing a silent stare-down over banana pancakes, a lone grandmother working a crossword, and a cluster of contractors in tactical polos and logo patches. My bet was three were armed. None of them cared about me.
At 0931, Ethan Briggs materialized in the doorway like an actor walking onstage five seconds late. He’d aged, but not the way regular men did. He still had the same squared jaw and movie star hair, only now there was a touch of gray at the temples, precision-cut. His suit, charcoal, two-button, thin lapel, looked like it had been tailored in a war zone and dry-cleaned on the flight home. He wore a smile that could sell a jury on self-defense, and eyes that read every inch of the diner before they even landed on me.
“Jack,” he said, giving my name a little up-curve at the end. “Hell, I didn’t believe it was really you until I saw the bad posture.” He offered a hand, firm grip, the kind of shake where you’re supposed to notice how warm and alive the other guy is. I met it with the dead-fish limp I reserved for old colleagues. Ethan laughed, quick and light, and slid into the booth across from me.
He flagged the waitress for coffee, then fixed me with the look that used to make raw recruits spill their guts in under a minute. “How long’s it been?” he said. I ran the math, then lied. “Four years. Give or take.”
“You never could remember the easy stuff,” Ethan said, like that was an inside joke instead of an indictment. He looked good, too good. Where I’d settled into an uneasy detente with entropy, he’d gone the other way, no gut, no double chin, the discipline still written in his posture. But the hands gave him away. I watched the tremor in his right index as he reached for the sugar, just enough to rattle the paper packet. Suppressed something, chemical or psychological.
“So,” he said, leaning in conspiratorially, “are we doing old times, or is this more of a business lunch?” I shrugged. “Have you ever missed it?”
“Miss what? The job, the circus, or the threat of being shot by your own side?” He said it with the same easy charm, but his gaze went glassy at the mention of “your own side.” I marked that for later.
“Let’s start with the job,” I said. “You back in, or just working the sidelines?” He smirked. “Officially, I consult. Privately, I just can’t resist the fireworks. Keeps me young.” His eyes flicked to the entrance, then the windows. “And you? You look like you’re prepping for a second career in home security.”
“That’s a charitable way of saying ‘unemployed recluse’.” He laughed again, then sobered fast. “You okay?” He actually waited for the answer, which was worse than if he hadn’t. I stared at the condensation running down my water glass. “You read the news,” I said.
“I read the reports,” he corrected.
He was quiet while the waitress brought his coffee. As soon as she was out of earshot, he broke the silence. “Saw your name in the incident review. Thought about sending you a bottle.” “I’d have sent it back unopened.” He sipped, watching my face over the rim. “Yeah,” he said, after a long pause. “You would have.”
We let the next minute ride out in silence, the way old friends do when they’re both thinking of dead people and neither wants to be the first to blink. Eventually, Ethan set down his cup, folded his hands, and got down to the real question. “Why here, Jack? What’s really going on?”
I smiled, the way you do when you know there’s a loaded gun under the table. “You ever wonder why no one ever talked about what really happened to Bravo?”
He didn’t answer, not right away. But the shift was immediate: his shoulders went rigid, and he tapped his ring finger on the Formica with a steady, metronome precision. “That’s ancient history, man. You’re the only one who ever cared to drag it out in public.” I leaned back, letting my voice drop. “You were there, Ethan. First evac bird out. If anyone knows where the holes in the story are, it’s you.”
He checked his watch. Twice. “The official version says it was a friendly fire SNAFU. Wrong place, wrong time, two minutes’ difference in the sit-rep. What are you looking for, a new ending?” “Maybe just the real one.” I slid the printed dossier across the table, face-down. “I’ve seen the raw. I know McClane lived through the night. For a while, at least.”
He glanced at the folder but didn’t touch it. “You have a source?” he said, voice flat. “I have evidence. Autopsy photos. Timeline discrepancies.” Ethan’s right hand hovered above the coffee cup, then retracted. “Are you sure you want to play this game?”
I grinned. “I’m the only one left who remembers the rules.” He let out a sigh, the kind that deflated a person’s entire center of gravity. “Official reports never tell the whole story, you know that.”
“So tell me the rest,” I said. He looked me dead in the eyes, and for a second, I saw the soldier under the polish, the guy who’d spent more hours in harm’s way than most politicians logged in a lifetime of photo ops. “There’s nothing to tell. Whatever you think you found, it’s not worth what it’ll cost to keep digging.”
I changed tack. “What are you working on now, Ethan? And don’t say consulting.” His eyes flicked to the exit, then to the street outside. “Private security for some defense contractors. Classified contracts. Payroll’s automated, I barely check in. It’s mostly smoke.” I let him stew in the lie for a few seconds. “You’re still on the grid, though. Still getting the Christmas cards from HQ?”
He smirked, but it was all teeth. “Somebody’s got to keep the lights on.” We both knew it wasn’t that simple.
I flipped open the dossier and slid a page toward him: a still from the security cam at the old Harrison Center, timestamped three days after McClane’s reported death. “You remember that face?” I said.
He didn’t blink. “Deepfake,” he said, instantly. I shook my head. “If it is, it’s the best money can buy. You think our old crew’s got that kind of budget?” He finally touched the photo, pulled it toward him, and ran a finger along the edges like he expected it to cut. “Jack… ”
“Don’t,” I said. “If you’re here to warn me off, just say so.”
He sat back, ran his hands down his thighs, then clasped them in his lap. The air changed between us, all the old camaraderie drowned in a kind of mutual pity. “Look,” he said, “they’re not just watching you. Anyone who survived that night, they put us in a box, Jack. For our own safety, maybe, but also so we wouldn’t break containment.”
“Why are you here?” I asked. He shrugged. “They asked me to check on you. Make sure you’re not about to light a fuse.” I nodded. “Are you reporting this meeting?” “Wouldn’t be much of an operator if I didn’t,” he said, but he tried to make it sound like a joke.
I let the silence linger, then said, “If you’re compromised, Ethan, now’s the time to bail. I’m not after you.” He shook his head, hard, as if dislodging something stuck in his ear. “I’ll look into some things. See what I can find off the record. But if you’re smart, you’ll get out of DC. For good.”
He stood, dropped a twenty on the table. “This covers both,” he said, voice back to normal. “Don’t contact me again unless it’s the end of the world.” I waited a full minute after he left before moving. Old habits.
I paid at the counter, then circled the block, just in time to see Ethan in the parking lot, half-shrouded by the shadows from the garage. He was on the phone, head down, voice low, the line between his shoulders pulled so tight you could use it for a bowstring. I watched him gesture once, sharp, angry, and final. Then he flicked his eyes up, scanning the windows, and caught me watching.
I didn’t flinch. Just stood there until he finished the call, slipped the phone into his jacket, and walked away. He didn’t look back, not once. Neither did I. But I kept the tail of the conversation echoing in my head, a line from the old days: If you think you’re being followed, you’re right.
I wondered who was tracking who.
~~**~~
The city does most of the surveillance for you. Every window, every digital billboard, every commuter pretending not to notice the world outside their headphones. If you want to go invisible, you just need to let the city eat you. If you want to see who’s trying to follow, you start by acting like you have nothing left to lose.
I hit the sidewalk and took the first right, not running but not strolling either, hands in pockets, head down. It was the perfect day for tailing: wet, cold, just enough crowd to get lost but not so much that you stopped standing out. I made it two blocks before the first black sedan pinged the edges of my awareness. Newer model, plates too clean for a city car, the idle a little too smooth when it coasted through the intersection. It kept its distance, then circled the block while I stopped for a red light and pretended to check a grocery list.
At block three, I doubled back under the excuse of a broken crosswalk sign. The sedan followed. Not close, not obvious, but the pattern was set. Whoever was in the car had been told I was dangerous, but not how much.
I cut through a department store. Used the men’s section as a blind, grabbed a ballcap off the clearance rack, and took a side exit by the loading dock. A sharp-eyed clerk watched but didn’t stop me; there was nothing about me that said “thief,” not when the world was full of louder problems.
Block five: a gray-jacketed man with jogger’s build and tactical sneakers leaned against a newsstand, eyes glued to a phone. He had the look of a guy whose entire worldview was built from YouTube tutorials on “how to catch a spy”. He didn’t see me notice him. I paused at a corner flower cart, made a show of smelling the merchandise, and watched him watch the intersection in a reflection from a bakery window. He tensed when I stopped, loosened when I moved again.
By block six, the game was getting repetitive. So I changed it. I ducked into a coffee shop, didn’t order, just circled the interior, then slipped out the side with a group of bored interns. This time, a jogger-guy was waiting outside, phone still out, scanning faces with the urgency of someone two steps behind. Black sedan had found a new parking spot on the far curb. Both players ignored each other, which was how you knew they were on the same team.
I took a left, heading for the trash-strewn service alleys that ran like veins through the city’s underbelly. The street noise dropped by half, replaced by the distant whir of HVAC fans and the echo of your own footsteps. That’s when my phone buzzed.
No number, no text, just a location notification. Someone had pinged my device, spoofed my account, and requested access to my last known coordinates. It was so blunt it was practically a joke.
I tossed the phone into a dumpster behind a Korean barbecue, pulled out the backup burner from my go-bag, and powered it on. Ninety seconds, maybe less, before someone tracked the signal.
There was a fire escape above, second rung broken, but nothing I hadn’t scaled before. I took it two steps at a time, hugging the wall so tight I could feel the condensation through my jacket. From above, the alley was a green-black canyon, full of dead ends and shadow plays.
Thirty seconds later, a gray-jacket and a friend, big, bald, maybe ex-cop, entered the alley. They split up, checked the doors, and moved slowly. These weren’t random. They had the coordination of men who’d practiced this, maybe even with me as the target. It was almost flattering.
I dialed Sarah’s code from the burner. One ring, two. On three, she answered. “Go,” she said. “They’re watching. Need to know who authorized it.” A microsecond pause. “It’s official. Ellis is your new shadow. Be careful, this goes higher than we thought.”
Static, then a disconnect.
I pocketed the phone, wiped the rail with my sleeve, and climbed to the roof. I watched the men below fan out, methodical, professional, but not quite hungry enough to expect an ambush. I let them clear the alley, then doubled back along the rooftops, dropped down a block away, and walked straight for the metro.
I didn’t look back, not once. Not until I was inside the train, the tunnel devouring all light, and the knowledge of a new shadow following me settled around my shoulders like a wet blanket. Mark Ellis. By-the-book, they said. Which meant he’d never stop. But at least now I had a name. A name of someone I could trace, and make them bleed.
I held the burner up to my face and snapped it in two, tossing the pieces in separate trash cans at either end of the car. Standard issue, standard response. All that mattered was staying one move ahead of the pattern.
Ellis wanted to see what I’d do next. I smiled to myself as the train howled through the dark, and for the first time in weeks, I almost looked forward to it.
~~**~~
The new Field Operations Center was designed by someone with a pornographic love of empty space. Glass, chrome, a lobby so echoing you could hear a bad cough from three hundred feet. I let the security guards double-scan my ID, watched them flinch at the red “flagged” warning, and waited while a sub-lieutenant in a bulletproof vest called for my escort.
Mark Ellis was right on time. I recognized him from the dossier: mid-thirties, crisp hair, shoes with enough shine to blind a drone pilot. The kind of man who wore his badge above his heart like he expected it to stop a bullet. He extended a hand. “Mr. Rourke. I’m Agent Ellis.” He squeezed just hard enough to be memorable, but not hard enough to get an incident report. “Come with me,” he said.
We went down two corridors, through one mantrap, and up a short elevator ride. The briefing room had all the warmth of a crypt. Metal table, bolted chairs, three visible cameras, and a vent in the ceiling that hissed like an asthmatic snake.
Ellis gestured for me to sit, then tapped at a tablet while a wall-mounted speaker played white noise. He didn’t look up. “I see you found the building without incident,” he said. “Even made it past the lobby,” I said. “I’m guessing there’s a pool running on whether I show up with explosives.”
He ignored it, scrolling through something that looked like a script. “You’ll be reporting to me for the duration of your reactivation. All investigative leads must be documented within one hour of discovery. No unsupervised field work. All contacts pre-approved.”
I laced my fingers behind my head and leaned back. “Are you planning to follow me into the bathroom, too?”
He didn’t take the bait. “Director Hale believes your background makes you uniquely qualified. I am here to keep the paperwork in order and ensure there’s no additional… complications.” He had a tight, clipped delivery, each word measured out like he was being charged per syllable. He looked up, eyes bright and unblinking. “Let’s begin with your current location of residence.”
I gave him the address of the safehouse I’d used last week, just to see if he’d call me on it. He typed it in, paused, then continued as if nothing was off. “Do you currently possess any weapons, explosives, or unauthorized technology?”
“Define ‘unauthorized.’”
He made a note. “The Agency defines it as anything not on the approved equipment list.” “Then no,” I lied. He clicked the next box. “Are you in contact with any persons of interest connected to the events of October twelfth, two years ago?”
I thought about it. “Define ‘contact.’” His jaw ticked, the first real human reaction I’d seen. “Any direct or indirect communication.” “Then yes,” I said. “This meeting counts, right?” He didn’t answer, just logged the response. “Director Hale wishes to make clear that while your expertise is valued, your disciplinary record is… extensive.”
I smiled, slow and wide. “What can I say? I’m a people person.” Ellis continued through the questionnaire with the zeal of a dentist working overtime. Every question was a repeat of something I’d filled out a dozen times before. I gave him just enough truth to keep it plausible, laced with the kind of sarcasm that left bruises.
At the halfway mark, he paused, looked up, and said, “I understand you spoke to Sarah Connors.” “Last I checked, it wasn’t a crime to order coffee.”
“It is, if the person in question is under Agency protection.” I shrugged. “She reached out to me. I wanted closure.” He tapped out a note, probably flagging both our names for follow-up. “You are to have no further contact.”
“Understood,” I lied again. Ellis’s knuckles whitened around the tablet. “You have a problem with authority, Mr. Rourke.” “I just hate paperwork,” I said.
He ignored it, moving on. “Your investigation into the incident at Harrison Center is to be terminated immediately. Any evidence, digital or otherwise, must be surrendered for review.”
“Can I ask why?” I said, deadpan. He hesitated, just long enough to tell me he didn’t have a good answer. “Those files are restricted for good reason. Some doors should stay closed.”
“Is that a threat, or just advice?” He stared at me, unblinking. “You tell me.” I let it hang. There was a kind of perverse pleasure in watching the cracks form on his mask. He closed the tablet, pushed it aside, and stood. “This concludes the intake interview. Wait here.”
He left. The door hissed shut, and I sat in silence, studying the cameras. One in each corner, all canted down. Probably motion-sensitive mics, too. I whistled the first few notes of “Yankee Doodle” and watched the red recording light blink.
Ellis returned four minutes later, this time carrying a small cardboard box. He set it on the table, opened it, and slid the contents toward me. A phone. Standard Agency issue, matte black, barely heavier than a deck of cards. “Keep it on you at all times. If you attempt to disable the security features, there will be consequences.”
I pocketed the phone, already mapping out the best way to fry its guts without triggering an alert. “Is that it?” I asked. He nodded, then held the door for me. We walked back through the building in silence, the weight of mutual loathing enough to press the elevator buttons.
At the lobby, he paused, turned, and said, “This is your one chance, Rourke. Don’t make me regret signing off on your file.” I leaned in, just enough to make him flinch, and whispered with a smirk on my face. “You’re not the first to say that.”
He watched me leave, eyes cold and flat. The street outside was the same as before, full of ghosts, and now, apparently, full of official surveillance. I smiled at the thought. The next move was mine, and Ellis could go to hell.
I walked into the cold, letting the door close behind me. The city’s noise swallowed me up, and for the first time all day, I didn’t feel like the one being hunted.
~~**~~
Getting to Carver required a scavenger hunt of digital dead drops, burned-out payphones, and a briefcase code that reset every sixty seconds. She’d chosen the site well: a decommissioned radio relay five miles outside city limits, the tower half collapsed and the building itself a monument to creative paranoia.
I parked in the brush line and walked the last hundred yards, letting the dusk swallow me whole. At the back of the structure, three nested doors greeted me, each with a unique access code, the last one requiring both a palm scan and a facial recognition blink. For a woman who’d written a dissertation on the failings of biometric security, Carver had gone all-in on redundancy.
The main room looked like an explosion in a server warehouse: bare insulation, tangles of ethernet cabling, and more monitors than I could even count. A patchwork of tarps and old acoustic foam dampened the light from the screens, turning the air blue and twitchy.
Dr. Lena Carver didn’t stand when I entered. She wore fatigue pants, three shirts, and a pair of fingerless gloves that looked like they’d never seen the inside of a washing machine. Her hair was pulled back in a ponytail that had given up the fight, and her eyes moved in a constant clockwise sweep: monitors, door, me, floor, back to monitors.
“Punctual,” she said, not quite a compliment. “No tails?”
“If there were, they’re chasing the car I swapped plates with three blocks down.” She grunted, then gestured at the battered office chair. “Sit. Stay.” The instant I did, she pivoted to a keyboard and started typing at a rate that would have gotten her banned from most online hacking competitions. Six monitors. Six different windows. Each scrolling faster than my eyes could track.
“I’ve only got ten minutes before the botnet resets my IP chain,” she said. “So listen up: three separate whistleblowers flagged anomalies in your unit’s final mission. The overlays match exactly with seven other ‘accidents’ I’ve been tracking since last August.”
She didn’t wait for me to process it. She started flicking through files, satellite images, encrypted emails, packet logs, all highlighted and color-coded like an obsessive’s vision board. “Your mission orders changed twelve hours before launch, right?” she asked.
I nodded.
“Watch this.” She pulled up a before-and-after deployment order, both marked with the same timestamp. The first showed Bravo on a recon run. The second had them redirected to a kill box, coordinates that, when mapped, put the team directly inside a previously scheduled “training accident”.
“Someone altered the records,” I said. She gave me a look reserved for idiots and slow computers. “Not just the records. The comms, the exfil window, even the air support manifest. Every single detail was manipulated to maximize exposure.”
She was sweating now, or maybe just radiating panic through her pores. “You’re not the only one. See these?” She pointed to a scatter plot, red dots all over the world, each with an ops unit assigned, each with a ‘friendly fire’ incident in the footnotes.
“All in the last eighteen months,” she said. “All scrubbed with identical language: confusion, malfunction, operator error. It’s like a virus, but in command and control.” I watched as she layered communications records over deployment maps. The same sequence every time: teams rerouted, support dropped, enemy ‘insurgents’ waiting with uncanny precision.
“Who’s running this?” I asked.
She wiped her palms on her pants, then pulled up a new window, this one full of internal emails, most with the header “URGENT.” Every message ended with a digital fingerprint: a three-character code, consistent across all ops.
“Same initials, every time. HAT. You recognize it?” I did. “Special Projects. Only four people ever used that code. Three are dead.” She nodded. “Which leaves… ”
“Mason Hale.”
She didn’t say it, but the air sucked out of the room like a hatch had blown. She scrolled deeper, the files getting messier. More redactions, more frantic emails, requests for urgent clarifications, all denied or ignored. Embedded in one was a line that should have chilled me but only made my heart speed up:
“Ensure asset removal prior to oversight review. Final Exemption protocol authorized.”
The date was two days before the Bravo ambush.
Carver spun in her chair, her knees knocking into the metal desk. “This wasn’t collateral damage,” she said, eyes wider than ever. “Your team was the target. It’s asset removal, but on a programmatic level. Not just you, every single unit with legacy black ops exposure.”
I felt the old anger stir, a cold wind in my chest. “Why keep it running?” She barked a laugh. “Because if you kill all the witnesses, there’s no one left to talk when the next regime audit comes.” The logic was sound. Brutal, but clean.
She slumped, energy burned out. “I’ve got backups. Encrypted drives. Dead-man switches if I don’t check in every twelve hours.” I watched her hands. They trembled just enough to rattle the mouse. “You need to go to the ground,” she said. “I can’t keep you alive if you’re still in DC. Not with the resources Hale has.”
I leaned forward, watching her. “You trust me?” She gave another nervous laugh. “Trust isn’t the word. I just think you’ll do more damage alive than dead.” I watched the lines of code scroll, the angry highlights and angrier subject lines. “You’re sure the proof will hold?”
She pointed to the monitors. “If you know how to look, it’s all here. The rest is just finding someone who gives a shit.” We sat in silence, the hum of fans and the tick of the clock the only sound.
“Thank you,” I said.
She shrugged. “You’re welcome to the guest room. There’s a cot under the stairs. Don’t touch the routers. Or the food.”
I took one last look at the timeline, my whole life reduced to a series of manipulated orders, fabricated evidence, and a final, bored-sounding execution memo. I wanted to feel rage, or vindication, or some noble obligation to bring the truth to light.
Instead, all I felt was cold.
I nodded, pushed back from the desk, and went to the ground as instructed. Above, the dead radio tower tilted against the sky, and for the first time in a decade, I wondered if there would ever be anyone left to hear the signal. But I knew what came next.
And I was ready.
~~**~~
There are two kinds of safe houses: the kind you can run to, and the kind you never want to leave. This one was strictly the former, fourth floor walk-up, cash rent, a view of the alley and a building so condemned the rats wouldn’t touch the drywall. The mattress was newer than the plumbing. The furniture was plastic, except for the one wooden chair I’d positioned facing the door.
I let the bolt slide home, then did a slow count of the rooms. Kitchen, clear. Bath, clear. Living room, a stack of pizza boxes to explain away the occasional delivery visit. In the bedroom, I rolled the blackout curtain down, set my gun on the window ledge, and dumped my go-bag onto the bed.
I’d done this before. Each time, the process got faster, colder. You shed your tracks, your digital shadow, and most of all your illusions about having a future. What you gained was focus.
First step: inventory the evidence. I started with the USB from Sarah. I air-gapped it, then ran a copy of the files onto a burner laptop with no WiFi, no Bluetooth, nothing. Next, I pulled the drives Carver had handed me, a tangle of encrypted thumbdrives, each labeled in a code only she could have invented. I went through them one by one, triple-checking for malware and kill switches. They were clean, if you didn’t count the carcinogenic dose of paranoia they radiated.
I spread the files on the kitchen table, old-fashioned, hard copy, printouts from every source. After-action reports, internal memos, comm logs, annotated timelines. The pattern emerged as soon as I lined them up edge to edge.
Every Bravo team op in the last three years, mapped against deaths, transfers, disciplinary actions. At first, the losses looked random. But then you saw the periodicity, six months, three months, then one month apart. Each time, a new “accident,” a new batch of dead assets. Intervals getting tighter, precision increasing. It was like watching a pattern of controlled burns.
On the far wall, I taped up the timeline: red string for casualties, blue for mission parameters, green for confirmed cover-ups. At the dead center, a face-off between Mason Hale and the ghost of my former self. Every string led back to the same nodes, the same last-minute orders, the same administrative fingerprints.
I added the latest from Carver, seven more cases, all globally distributed, all scrubbed clean in the archives. The same HAT signature, the same style of execution. I marked them with black pins. The wall started to look like a war memorial or a map of a spreading cancer. Take your pick.
I sat, studied the web, and tried to find a thread I’d missed. The evidence was overwhelming, but the solution was less than nothing. Whoever ran this program, they’d planned for every contingency, every act of independent thought. Even now, I could feel the net drawing tighter. I could hear it in the background, subtle changes in street noise, the way the garbage truck lingered a little too long, the new shape of the footprints in the hall dust. The wolves were at the door, but they weren’t in a hurry.
I pulled the new Agency phone from my jacket. Matte black, the size of a murder weapon. I popped it open, gutted the GPS chip, fried the transceiver, and dropped the remains in a glass of vinegar I kept for just such an occasion. The SIM went into a Faraday sleeve.
Next, the weapon. I cleaned the Beretta, swapped in a fresh magazine, checked the springs, and oiled the slide. The routine was muscle memory, something to keep the hands busy while the mind sorted through betrayal.
The go-bag: spare cash, burner phone, two changes of clothes, a copy of the key to Carver’s bunker, and the little baggie with the Bravo unit patch. Not much, but enough to disappear for a few days, long enough to do what needed doing.
The evidence wall was almost beautiful in its horror. I took a Polaroid, then used a lighter to burn the physical map to ash, letting the smoke drift out the open bathroom window. The digital backup went to an offshore dead drop, with instructions to dump the contents to every major news outlet if I didn’t check in.
Last step: the names. I wrote them on a slip of paper, old school, then circled each according to trust.
Sarah: too institutional. Maybe still on my side, maybe already burned.
Ethan: evasive, but maybe just scared. Worth a gamble, if he survived another week.
Ellis: rule follower, but brittle. Could snap the right way, or the wrong way.
Carver: paranoid, but her math never lied.
I drew a line through everyone else. No other options. I stood back, stared at the blank wall, and let my mind run the next dozen plays. All dead ends, except one.
I took the Beretta, pocketed the last photo of Bravo, and stripped the apartment of every fingerprint, hair, and trace of my DNA. There’s an art to it, erasing yourself, and I practiced it like religion. When I finished, it looked like no one had ever lived here.
I turned off the light, shut the door behind me, and went to war.
At the end of the hall, I paused and looked at the crumpled slip of names in my fist. I let it burn, then scattered the ashes as I moved.
“Trust no one,” I said, and meant it.