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BLACK PHOENIX

Chapter 10: Ethan's Confession

Jack received the message in a stall at the Hauptbahnhof, the text unadorned except for the telltale hash signature: 1033A2F, the old Berlin comms band, retired for two years and thought compromised. The words, decrypted, said only MEET / OVAL / 2300 / NO VAR. Even through layers of single-use crypt, Jack recognized the sender’s rhythm, each all-caps command parsed for both urgency and plausible deniability.

He closed the burner and snapped it in half, letting the pieces skitter behind the tank for the rats or the cleaners to find in the morning. In the mirror above the warped steel sink, the man staring back was Marcus Kane, efficient but forgettable: close-cut hair, barely-there stubble, the creases in the suit jacket just deep enough to seem lived-in, not issued. He drew a breath, held it then exhaled. No flinch, no flicker of guilt. He was ready.

The OVAL could have been any of twenty places in the city, but to anyone fluent in Ethan Briggs’s operational shorthand, it meant the old tram depot on the far edge of the east ring. It was the kind of place where you could count on anonymity for at least an hour, no foot traffic, no cameras newer than the regime they’d torn down, the only witnesses being the pigeons and the cold. Jack checked his watch: 2205. He could make it in thirty minutes with a careful route, fifty if he wanted to run counter-surveillance. He chose the latter.

He left the station on the north side, blending with the minor exodus of night-shift workers, then cut through a maze of outdoor kiosks hawking cigarettes and synthetic street food. Jack kept his head down, eyes registering every storefront, every discarded can, every man whose hands stayed in his pockets a beat too long. A woman smoking by a telecom box made eye contact, then looked away, a real local: not a tail, just bored. He looped two blocks around the river, stepped off the tram two stops early, and doubled back on foot through a construction yard where nobody worked after dusk. By the time he reached the depot’s perimeter, he was certain that either no one had followed him or, more likely, the kind of people watching were the sort who could afford to let him believe that.

The depot sprawled across two square blocks of corrugated steel and shattered windows. Graffiti ran in half-lives across the walls, layers of city politics over old workers’ slogans and adolescent animal art. The OVAL itself was a massive, domed train shed, the kind that once funneled armies to the front and now was just a skeleton full of rust and rain.

Jack entered via the side gate, boots crunching on frost-stiff gravel. The air was colder inside, the stone arch trapping decades of evaporated solvents and spilled diesel. He counted four entry points, none with working security; he picked the one with the least fresh paint, then moved through the shadows along the outer track.

Ethan appeared as if conjured, stepping from behind a column of shipping containers stacked two deep against the far wall. He wore civilian black, black jeans, black parka, the sort of outfit that would read as local almost anywhere but here. He held himself with the same old posture, shoulders squared, hands free at his sides, eyes scanning the floor for hazards. Even in silhouette, Jack could tell he was carrying, left side, just under the ribs, a bulge too well-concealed to be amateur hour.

“Jack,” Ethan said. The smile was tight, but not hostile. “Briggs.” Jack watched for the handshake, but Ethan didn’t offer. They were too far past that, or maybe not far enough.

For a minute, they walked together in silence along the interior’s main drag. The echo of their steps outpaced them, bounced and then faded into the rafters where rusted hooks still hung empty.

Ethan glanced sideways, eyes flicking over Jack’s face. “You got my ping.” “Had to dig for it,” Jack replied. “Shoreline band’s been burned since 2022.” “That’s the idea.” Ethan stopped at a pallet, sat, and motioned for Jack to do the same. “Nobody’s looking for us in this decade.” Jack sat, elbows on knees, letting the silence spool out.

Ethan looked thinner than Jack remembered, not so much sick, more like someone who’d traded calories for months of sleepless nights. The lines around his mouth had deepened, and the left side of his jaw had a fresh contusion, yellow at the edges, as if someone had tried to settle a score but gave up halfway.

“You’re running close to the wire,” Ethan said. “Phoenix has a team less than six hours from redlining everything. You’re on the risk board.” Jack nodded. “I saw the traffic uptick. Two days ago, my handler asked if I wanted ‘new challenges’.”

“Classic.” Ethan grinned, then lost it. “I need you to see something. And I need you to keep your face shut for the next two minutes, no matter what you think of it.” Jack blinked once. “Alright.” Ethan unzipped his parka, reached inside, and pulled out a battered envelope. He tossed it at Jack’s feet, then waited.

Jack opened it. Inside were three things: a set of agency credentials, Phoenix, real, Jack could tell by the micro-seal at the bottom; a blurry, low-res map of an underground facility; and a printout of an internal email string, most of it black-barred, but the phrase PHASE BLACKBIRD ran unredacted down the left margin.

Jack looked up. “This isn’t news. They’re still calling the purge Blackbird?” Ethan smiled, rueful. “No. But that’s what you remember, right? The old code names. The mythos.” Jack ran his thumb over the map. “You’re not here for nostalgia.”

“No,” Ethan said. “I’m here because you’re the only one who still knows how to think outside the sandbox. Everyone else is just… ” He trailed off, searching for a word that didn’t exist. “Anyway. I need to talk, and I need you to listen. Then you can walk, or you can burn me, but you can’t do both.”

“Shoot,” Jack said, but not like a challenge.

Ethan scanned the perimeter, an old habit, probably unconscious, then spoke in a low, even voice. “Six months ago, I went down for a deep dive. You know how it works: ghost yourself, use a shell legend, go dark for everyone but command. They wanted me to tail a node in Budapest, catch the leak at the source.”

Jack let his expression go blank. “Did you find it?” “Not exactly,” Ethan said. “The leak was bait. They already knew the source, they just wanted to see how far someone like me would go to track it. You get the game, right?”

“I do.”

“So I play along. Spend three months burning every contact I’ve got. Only to find out the leak is internal. Not just internal, engineered. They wanted to run me past the firewall, see if I’d flip. See if I could be… ” He stopped, then continued. “Disposable. Like you.”

Jack smiled, but his eyes stayed cold. “That’s the gig, Briggs. You don’t get to come back from that.” Ethan’s turn to smile. “Unless you never left.” For a few seconds, neither spoke. Then Jack flicked his thumb against the edge of the map. “This place. It’s a real facility?”

Ethan nodded. “Below Warsaw, three layers down. No working cameras, no staff who survive more than a quarter. Black Phoenix on the doors, but nobody’s supposed to know it exists. I got in, I got out, and I lifted a schematic.” Jack scrutinized the lines, then the print font. “You said you want me to see something.”

“Not here. Not with you looking like that.” Ethan reached into his other pocket and pulled out a burner phone. “Turn it on, get the code off the lock screen. Use it in twelve hours, when you’re clean.” Jack took the phone, slid it into his jacket, and stood. Ethan stayed seated, staring at the ground. “It’s not going to be like before, Jack. There’s no upside to this. The only play is survival.”

Jack let that settle. “Why me?” Ethan’s shoulders shrugged, loose and defeated. “Because you never broke. Not really. I figured, if anyone could get to the center of this without becoming a full monster, it’d be you.” Jack almost laughed, but the sound got caught in his chest. “You need to get clear, Briggs. You’re running hot. If you’re made, they’ll use you to draw out anyone left in the open.”

“Yeah.” Ethan looked up. “That’s why I’m talking to you now.” Jack nodded once. “Twelve hours.”

He stood, turned and left the way he came, bootsteps echoing in the dome. At the exit, he allowed himself a single breath of the freezing air, enough to reorient. The envelope, the phone, Ethan’s words, they all meant the same thing: the next move had to be perfect, or it would be the last.

Jack vanished into the dark, taking nothing with him but a blueprint and a thirty-second burn in the base of his brain. Behind him, the warehouse was silent. Above, the city slept, dreaming of the kind of violence only men like them could imagine.

~~**~~

Twelve hours later, Jack waited until well past midnight before he dialed the code. The warehouse was dead quiet, the kind of quiet that amplified every bad memory and stray echo. He’d paced the perimeter twice, listening to the grainy static of his own breath and the distant, industrial hum from the riverside. No drones, no wet teams in sight, but in this world absence was just another tactic.

The phone Ethan had given him buzzed to life, its interface stripped bare, no numbers, no apps, only a single blinking notification. Jack tapped it open, bracing for malware or a silent trace. Instead, the screen displayed a simple message: LOWER MEZZ, 12A. ON THE HOUR.

He found Ethan upstairs, seated on a slab of warped plywood, legs dangling into the void. A row of cargo containers lined the space below, the metal resonating with every drip of water from the ruined roof. Ethan was hunched forward, reading from a battered ledger that looked more suited for accounting fraud than counterintel. When Jack’s boots crunched on the gravel, Ethan closed the book and turned, face pale in the gray sodium glow filtering through the windows.

“You checked for tails?” Ethan asked, voice low. “Twice,” Jack said. “Either nobody cares, or they’re so good I’ll never see them coming.” Ethan nodded, as if this was both the best and worst answer. He patted the spot beside him. “Sit. I want you to look at these numbers.” Jack stayed standing, arms folded. “You first. Who’s running the new Blackbird node? Last time you talked, you made it sound like a ghost op.”

“It is. Officially, nothing exists below Level 2. But it’s real. I can show you. They’re doing the generational cull, just like Mason always threatened, only now it’s sanctioned at a much higher level. Same tactics, more budget, and no more freelancers. You’re on the final short list.”

Jack made a small sound that wasn’t quite a laugh. “Nothing changes.” “Not true,” Ethan said. “You used to matter. Now you’re an error they want erased.” Jack shrugged. “Tell me something I don’t know.”

Ethan held up the ledger. “This is the Zurich file. Every Phoenix bank transfer since last winter. You want a paper trail? This is it. One page in here has your name, four more have the alias you used in Amsterdam, and one has Sarah’s.” Jack’s hand twitched, almost involuntary. “They’re watching her by name?”

Ethan shook his head. “She’s dead to them. But there’s a bounty. Third party. If she surfaces, they’ll bring her in alive.” Jack felt a low hum in his chest. Not fear, not quite, but something close to it.

They let the silence draw out, the rhythm of distant ships and leaking water punctuating the void. “Phoenix is eating itself,” Jack said. “Saw it in the ops center. The old guard’s gone. Now it’s just hyenas.”

Ethan’s smile was ugly. “Even hyenas have a pecking order. They’ll claw each other to bits before it’s over. The trick is not being near the bone pile when the fight starts.”

Jack leaned against a rusted pillar, one foot up, posture relaxed but never off-guard. “That’s what you want, isn’t it? You want me to be the distraction while you pull the real score.” Ethan cocked his head, genuinely surprised. “You think I’d sell you out?”

“I think you’re desperate. That makes you dangerous.” The two men held the moment, each weighing how much of the other was bluff and how much was left-over brotherhood from another life.

Ethan looked away first, picking at a cigarette he didn’t light. “Look. I never expected to see you again. Not after Khost. When they showed me your file, I figured you were either long gone or buried under a name so deep nobody’d ever find it.”

“Maybe I am.”

Ethan snorted. “No. You’re too stubborn for that. I could see it even when you were running the Q course in Oman. You never learned how to let go.”

“That was always your problem, Briggs. You can’t see the exit even when it’s painted in six-foot letters.”

Ethan finally lit the cigarette, took a drag, exhaled. “Remember that Polish handler, the one who used to run girls out of Praga? The one with the fake cop uniform?” Jack nodded.

“He got clipped last week,” Ethan said. “The official story is an overdose. The real story is he was running data for someone outside the chain, and when Phoenix found out, they did the fix.”

“Standard operating procedure,” Jack said.

“No. You don’t get it.” Ethan jabbed the cigarette in the air for emphasis. “Nobody’s left who remembers the old games. They’re cleanin’ house. Anybody with a memory, gone. You and me, we’re the last of the beta-testers. You think that means we’re valuable, but what it really means is we’re dangerous to the system.”

Jack listened to the cadence, the way Ethan’s words kept doubling back, always looking for an out. He let himself remember the last time they’d worked together, years ago, a miserable wet winter in the former Yugoslavia. Even then, Ethan was half-paranoid, half too smart for his own good. “Let’s say I believe you,” Jack said. “What’s the play?”

Ethan looked up, hopeful. “You still know people. The kind who don’t work for a flag, just for survival. I want out, but not alone. We do it together, or not at all.” Jack thought about that, replayed every time someone had dangled an alliance only to knife him with it later. “You never answered my question,” Jack said. “Who’s running the new node?”

Ethan’s face fell, but he recovered. “Handler’s name is Klara, last name unknown. Baltic accent, but fluent in bad British. She’s good, too. Almost as good as Hale, in his prime.”

Jack filed it away. “What about Berlin? They said something about the Oath assets being pre-emptively neutralized.” Ethan nodded. “True. Cleaned out a whole safehouse two weeks ago. Two shooters, one cleaner, one asset. Nobody left but a rumor.”

“They do the bodies or the whole block?”

“Whole block,” Ethan said, voice flat. That did it. Jack felt the acid rise up. “And you’re okay with that?” Ethan’s eyes went hard. “No. But it’s not about being okay. It’s about staying alive until you can do something.”

Jack let his gaze drift. He found the rhythm of the cargo ship horns comforting, almost. Like clockwork, but not so regular it could be faked. He decided to take the next step. “Alright,” he said. “Show me what you’ve got. The Zurich file, the facility map. Give me everything.”

Ethan did, and for a while they huddled over the grim arithmetic of bank transfers, cell rotations, and vanished operatives. Jack shared what he could about Phoenix politics, who was real, who was propped up as a shell, which internal e-mails could be trusted and which were pure psyop. They traded back and forth until their voices dropped to whispers, then just silence, as the exhaustion set in.

It was then Jack realized something was off about Ethan. The story was too polished, the details rehearsed. When he pressed Ethan for specific op codes or last names, Ethan fumbled, resorted to generalities, or just changed the subject. “You never went dark, did you?” Jack said. The words cut, but he kept his face empty.

Ethan hesitated a fraction too long. “Not the way you mean. But I had to pretend. If they knew I was talking to you… ”

“They already do,” Jack finished. “You’re not deep cover. You’re just… surviving. That’s the real game.” Ethan’s expression hardened, but the defeat was obvious. “Not exactly deep cover,” Ethan admitted. “But I’m not your enemy either, Jack.”

Jack believed him. Not because of the words, but because the flinch, the way Ethan’s voice wavered when he remembered the bodies in Berlin, was real. It wasn’t much, but it was more than anyone else had left.

Jack took the files, memorized the faces, and then stood. “I’ll be in touch,” Jack said. “Where?”

“Don’t worry,” Jack said, almost smiling. “You’ll know.” He left Ethan there, alone with his ledgers and ghosts, and vanished into the raw morning air. The sound of the cargo ships faded behind him, replaced by the familiar pulse of adrenaline and regret.

He walked until he was sure nobody would follow, then dumped the burner phone in the nearest gutter and let the city erase his tracks. This time, the blueprint in his hand felt heavier than before. But Jack knew the way forward. He always did.

~~**~~

The warehouse, once silent, now hummed with the tension of unfinished business. Jack lingered in the shadow of a half-collapsed gantry, the city’s light filtering in sharp, monochrome shards. He was early by habit, late by preference; in the long haul between appointments, Jack let his senses tick through the old routines, cataloguing every scent, every stray ping of sound that might portend ambush or opportunity.

He waited ten minutes before Ethan appeared, shoes striking the concrete in an arrhythmic tempo. The man’s composure was gone; where before he’d floated on a cushion of gallows humor and bravado, now he moved like a suspect mid-pursuit, shoulders hunched, jaw tight, each footstep a metronome of contained panic. In the industrial twilight, Jack could see the sweat blooming in the collar of Ethan’s shirt, the way his fingers flexed and retracted as if squeezing an imaginary trigger.

“You still here,” Ethan said, not quite a question. “I don’t leave until I’m done,” Jack replied. Ethan snorted, then turned a quick circle, scanning for company. “You always were stubborn.”

Jack watched, unmoving, hand never more than six inches from the inside pocket where he’d holstered a compact 9mm. “You have something new for me, or are we just doing nostalgia hour?”

Ethan licked his lips. “You’re not going to like this, but it’s what you want.” He gestured for Jack to follow, then walked deeper into the hangar, footsteps echoing against the empty vastness.

They stopped beside a half-burned forklift, the paint bubbled off in finger-width bumps. Ethan kept his back to the machine, forcing Jack to stand in the open, framed by the lattice of light and shadow.

“Ask your questions,” Ethan said, voice flat. “Whatever you want to know.” Jack obliged. “What’s Phoenix’s current kill-chain? Which nodes are active?” Ethan’s answer came too quick. “Berlin, Vienna, Sofia. All pipelines for the Continental Divide roll-out. Everything else is shut down, in sleep mode.”

Jack shook his head. “You said last night Warsaw was active. You even showed me the schematic.” Ethan’s eye twitched. “It’s not, officially. I was mistaken.”

“Bullshit,” Jack said. He advanced a step, putting pressure on the air. “Why the spin? What are you hiding?” Ethan’s hand drifted to his side, then stopped. He forced a smile. “I don’t have your memory, Jack. Never did.”

Jack dropped the thread and shifted his questioning. “Fine. Tell me about the new handler, Klara.” Ethan hesitated just a fraction, then recovered. “She’s nobody. Just a placeholder until the real muscle comes in.”

“Which is who?” Ethan’s silence was loud. The air crackled, neither man willing to blink first. Finally, Ethan broke. “It’s still Mason, alright? Hale never left. They just changed his face and buried him in protocol.”

Jack felt the electric jolt of old anger. “You said he was gone.”

“He is. But he’s not.” Ethan looked at the ground. “Phoenix wants to be rid of all the ghosts. That means you, me, Sarah, anyone with enough memory to be a liability.” Jack absorbed this, catalogued it, then circled back. “Then why are you giving me this?” He held up the Zurich file, shaking it. “If you’re still working for them.”

Ethan’s smile turned ugly. “Because I don’t want to end up like the Polish handler. Or the cleaner in Berlin. Or the asset they burned in Sofia last week. I’m not an idealist, Jack. I’m just trying to survive.” Jack nodded, as if this explained everything. “So am I.”

A long, low foghorn from the river bled through the walls, rattling the dust from the rafters. Ethan exhaled, then reached into his jacket, slowly, hands open and deliberate. Jack tensed, weapon half-drawn under the fabric. But Ethan just pulled out a flash drive, taped at both ends with a strip of medical adhesive.

He held it up between two fingers. “This is what you’re really after. It’s not just the financials. It’s got meeting logs, op orders, signatures. Evidence. Enough to fry anyone on the wrong end of the game. Or bait for the next trap. Take your pick.”

Jack reached, but didn’t touch. “What’s on it, exactly?” Ethan shrugged. “I haven’t looked. Didn’t dare. But it came from a terminal with Hale’s thumbprint. That’s all I know.”

Jack took the drive, careful not to let their hands touch. He weighed it in his palm; it was heavier than it should have been, loaded with the weight of ten betrayals.

“You could have just dumped this on a news wire,” Jack said. Ethan’s laugh was a dry cough. “And ended up in a bag? I’ve seen what happens to whistleblowers. I wanted to see if you were still alive first.”

Jack slipped the drive into his pocket, felt the cold plastic settle against his thigh. “What now, Briggs?” Ethan stared past Jack, into the darkness at the far end of the hangar. “Now? You get out. Phoenix is setting a burn on this whole sector in forty-eight hours. All loose ends, cut. You, me, the whole damn zoo.”

Jack nodded. “And you?”

“I’ll be gone before the dust settles. I suggest you do the same.” Jack stepped back, the hand on his weapon never fully relaxing. “Last chance. If you’re double-crossing me, I’ll make sure you see it coming.” Ethan managed a crooked smile. “That’s what I always liked about you, Jack. No surprises.”

He turned and melted into the dark, gone before another breath. Jack stood for a while, letting the foghorns and the warehouse groans fill the space Ethan left behind. He took out the drive, stared at its dumb rectangle, and tried to imagine the data inside: whether it was the bullet he’d been hunting for years, or just a clever bit of poison.

He pocketed it, then stared out the windows into the cold. Every sound of life waking up around him rang with the certainty that there was no such thing as the truth, just the best lie that survived till morning. Still, he had what he came for. Hopefully it would be enough.