Copyright © 2025 by Christie Winter
All rights reserved.
No portion of this book may be reproduced in any form without written permission from the publisher or author, except as permitted by U.S. copyright law.
BLACK PHOENIX
Chapter 3: Contact with Ethan
The city’s edge held nothing but wind and rust. Jack Rourke took the long route into the industrial district, using alleys not even the dogs remembered, moving like a rumor through chain-link and scrub. At this hour, the sun was just a rumor itself, fading out behind acid clouds, painting the battered warehouses in bands of iron blue and sulfur yellow. Every surface was scabbed with old graffiti and chemical burns. Even the light seemed to hit and withdraw.
He held to shadow, letting the cold soak his hoodie and the sweat freeze under his arms. The warehouse itself was nothing, a prefab box, windows boarded and then broken again, roofline sagging with water weight. But Jack had learned early: nothing was ever just what it was. He swept the approach with his eyes first, then with his body, cataloging every fire exit, every pile of collapsed pallet, every vantage point a sniper could take if they had enough patience. There were no cars, but a ragged pair of tire grooves in the mud suggested recent traffic. He followed them, keeping his head down, hands tucked in like he was already caught and needed to look harmless.
Inside the perimeter, the air was laced with a petroleum sweetness, heavy enough to set his teeth on edge. There was a security cam near the main door, lens painted over with dull black, but Jack ducked beneath its blind arc anyway. In the parking area, a single streetlamp glowed with the last of its dying ballast, flickering in Morse code above a row of abandoned shipping containers.
Jack double-checked his route, counting five points of entry, three likely kill zones, and one dead drop, right on schedule.
He made the drop site on a looping S, eyes everywhere. The container was older than the war, painted a shade of pink that no nation ever claimed. The right rear corner was tagged with a spray-painted skull; under the jaw, someone had scratched a series of numbers and letters into the plywood. He read it left to right, translating the junkyard cipher in his head, and pressed his thumb to the only loose panel.
The panel gave a low whine. Inside was a thumb-sized microSD card, sealed in a twist of plastic. He slipped it into his palm, memorized the number etched on its side, and…
Movement. A fraction of breath. The soft displacement of air that said “you are not alone” in a voice even a machine could recognize. Jack held dead still, not because he wanted to but because he’d learned that was sometimes enough. He waited for the sound to repeat, or for a shape to materialize in his periphery, but nothing came. He scanned the line of containers, then the fire escape door above. Still nothing.
The second sound was deliberate, a cough, too rehearsed to be real. Jack eased his hand into his jacket, thumb finding the ridge of the Beretta. He didn’t draw, just waited, tracking the echo to a spill of rusted oil drums fifty feet off. The voice that came next was ragged, like someone chewing gravel and pretending it was bread. “Could always count on you to be early, Rourke.”
Jack exhaled, and only then did he let himself show the flicker of a smile. “Could always count on you to be late, Briggs.” Ethan Briggs emerged from behind the drums, arms wide, palms empty, the universal code for “don’t shoot.” He looked thinner than Jack remembered, skin stretched over bone, colorless beard mangled by too many missed shaves. His eyes were ringed with purple, like old bruises.
“Wasn’t sure you’d show,” Ethan said, moving slowly, eyes never quite on Jack. Jack shrugged. “Not sure I should’ve.”
“Then why?”
Jack didn’t answer, just slipped the SD card into his jeans pocket. He let his eyes do the work, parsing Ethan’s limp (real, left foot dragging a half beat), the way his shoulder bunched under the jacket, the new lines that mapped from eye to jaw. Ethan wore the same coat as before, a military surplus job, dark green, pockets overstuffed with nothing, but he’d lost the swagger. Every movement was measured, hesitant, as if the ground itself might punch back.
“Are you still running games for Phoenix?” Jack asked. Ethan laughed, short and ruined. “No one runs anything for Phoenix. They just hold the leash and hope you don’t notice the collar.”
“Bullshit. If you’re alive, you’re working for someone.” Ethan ignored that, scanning the horizon like he was expecting a black van to crest the berm and deliver everyone to the next life. “You still hungry?” he asked, eyes not quite meeting Jack’s. “I’m eating,” Jack said, “just not the same menu.”
Ethan coughed again, a real one this time, folding in on himself for a second before straightening. “Listen. I need you to hear me, okay? They’re going to burn the whole op. Everything. The files, the witnesses, the handlers, doesn’t matter how clean anyone is. It’s already started. You saw the Istanbul thing. You saw Berlin.”
Jack nodded. “I saw.”
“You know who’s next?”
“I have suspicions.”
Ethan looked at him hard, the gaze of a man who had lied so often he no longer recognized the boundary. “They want to use you as the capstone. Last piece in the story.” Jack shrugged again, not because he didn’t care, but because the energy it took to perform outrage was better spent elsewhere. “It’s a nice story.”
“They’re making you a myth. Not even human anymore. Just… a problem to be solved.” Jack leaned back against the container, let the cold press into his spine. “So why risk contact? What do you need?” Ethan’s smile was a sad little fracture. “Not need. Want. There’s a way in, but it’s suicide. I tried to run it by myself, and… ” He trailed off, glancing at the oil drums, as if they might whisper encouragement.
“You went to them,” Jack said, matter-of-fact. “You tried to cut a deal.”
“I had to. You think I wanted to come crawling back to this?” Jack scanned the ground. “You tried to sell me out.” Ethan’s jaw worked, a tic as old as their first deployment. “No. Not you. Just the pieces you left behind.” Jack let it hang. Sometimes the worst punishment was silence.
Ethan stepped closer, boots sucking in the wet mud. “Look, I’ve been off the grid for months. No credit, no trace, not even burner cells. But they found me anyway. They always find you.” Jack’s hand stayed on the Beretta, but he made sure Ethan saw it, a courtesy between old friends. “Why not disappear for real?” Ethan’s face twisted, almost like he was about to laugh. “You can’t ever really disappear, Rourke. Not when you’ve been inside the machine. You just become another flavor of ghost.”
The sky was darker now, clouds eating what little daylight remained. From the rail yard, a single headlight swept the horizon, then turned away. No witnesses. No rescue. Jack said, “You have a plan, or just guilt?” Ethan smiled again, this one full of teeth. “Always a plan. But I need someone who can get inside. Someone who can turn the machine against itself.”
“And you picked me.”
“There’s no one better.” Jack nodded. “That’s what they’re betting on, too.” Ethan blinked, caught off guard. “You think I’m running an angle?”
“I think you’re running scared. It’s not the same thing.” Jack’s eyes narrowed. “You’re not telling me everything. You never do.” Ethan didn’t deny it. Instead, he dug into his pocket and pulled out a battered keycard, the kind that could open doors in any number of buildings on three continents. He tossed it to Jack, who caught it without looking.
“They’ll try to turn you,” Ethan said, voice softer now. “Promise you the world. But you know what they really want.” Jack weighed the card in his palm. “I know.” Ethan looked up, and for a moment he was the old Briggs again, reckless, loyal, half-drunk on adrenaline. “You can end it, Jack. Just don’t let them use you up like they used all the rest of us.” Jack slipped the keycard into his jeans pocket, alongside the microSD. “No promises.”
He watched Ethan retreat, shoulders hunched, steps uneven. When he was gone, Jack waited five full minutes before moving. He did a slow lap of the container yard, eyes peeled for tails, ears tuned to every displaced stone and drip of condensation. Only when he was sure did he double back and read the numbers on the SD card again, just to be sure.
The air tasted like rain and electricity, the weight of the moment stretching out. He looked up, as if expecting the answer to be written in the bruised sky. He walked out the way he came, not bothering to cover his tracks. If someone was watching, they already had all the data they needed. But if they wanted him, they’d have to work for it.
~~**~~
Inside the warehouse, the cold was absolute. Each step echoed off the steel ribs overhead, doubling back on itself until Jack could feel it in the fillings of his teeth. Briggs led the way, but only nominally, Jack kept an exact half pace behind, hands in sight, never letting Ethan's back be a target for too long. They passed through a maze of old forklift lanes and upturned barrels, every surface glossed with a rainbow film of oil and the kind of dust that never left.
Light filtered in from above, fractured by broken skylights. The air was heavy with the memory of solvents, paint, blood maybe. Someone had once tried to use this place as a chop shop, but now it was just another boneyard for ruined machines and men who couldn't be reassembled.
Ethan paused at a makeshift desk: half a sawhorse, half a door, the top buried under stacks of papers, maps, and plastic-wrapped electronics. He ran his fingers over the mess, pushed aside a moldy donut box, and produced a thick manila envelope, sealed with electrician’s tape. He offered it to Jack like it was a religious relic, but Jack only nodded for him to open it.
Ethan tore the tape, hands shaking. “Everything I’ve pulled since Berlin is here. Schedules, codenames, some of the original Oath lists. They’re running dry, Jack. They’re pushing the next cull into the field early.”
Jack let his eyes drift over the papers as they spilled out. It was all standard Phoenix fare: printed emails with headers cut off, photocopied badge IDs, grainy images of men and women already long dead. He sorted them as he read, building a mental index. It was what he’d always done: chew through the noise, spit out the signal.
He found the slip almost instantly. A one-sheet, line-itemed with op codes and timeline. Ethan’s handwriting in the margin: “Blackbird cell, upshifting after Warsaw.” Jack scanned the column. “Blackbird’s been out for half a year. They rolled it up and rebranded to Nightshade before the Prague job. You missed the memo?”
Ethan didn’t miss a beat, but the skin under his eyes twitched. “Must’ve been a cutoff version. My source is late on updates sometimes.” Jack filed it away. “Are you running a pipeline from inside, or just working old logs?” Ethan hesitated, looked at the spilled pages, then back at Jack. “Both. I’ve got someone on the admin side. Low level, but gets me enough to stay ahead.” Jack nodded, the gesture as empty as a handshake with a corpse.
He thumbed another page. “This Oath signature, it’s the old protocol. They switched to a different vector in January. If you were getting live feeds, you’d know that.” Ethan’s jaw flexed. “Maybe you’re reading it wrong. Maybe it’s a legacy asset.”
Jack put the sheet down, flat and slow, careful not to let the paper slide. “Legacy assets don’t pull current contracts. Not unless someone upstream is fucking with the data.” Ethan’s voice dropped, losing its edge. “You think I’d run a double, Jack? After everything?”
“I think you’re scared enough to do it if you thought it was the only way out.” Ethan opened his mouth, then closed it. His hands went to his sleeve, brushing at invisible dust. A tale as old as Bosnia. Jack watched, cataloging every motion. In the silence, the only sound was the rhythmic drip of water from the broken pipe overhead, a slow metronome that measured how much time either of them had left.
Ethan’s next move was almost too quick. He shuffled the stack, produced a battered USB and set it in the middle of the table. “This has the rest. You’ll want to run it through your own shop before you trust it, but it’s clean. Or as clean as anything gets now.”
Jack let it sit. “Funny thing about trust, Briggs. I don’t remember when we lost it, just that it’s not here anymore.” Ethan flinched, like he’d caught a blow. “I know. But you have to believe, whatever else… ”
“Don’t have to believe anything,” Jack cut in, voice flat as the desk. “Just have to be less wrong than the next guy. And right now you’re leaking more than you’re giving.” Ethan’s hand hovered above the table, not quite touching the USB. “You think I’m turned?”
“I think you’re desperate. You always were.” Jack stepped back from the table, giving himself room. “Desperation’s a kind of infection, Briggs. Gets in the blood. Makes you do things you wouldn’t.”
The air between them grew sharper, colder, filled with the unspoken history of every mission, every near-fatal save or betrayal. Jack stared through Ethan, past the sunken eyes and the twitching jaw, to the bundle of nerves and survival instinct that was all Ethan had left.
“Are you still drinking?” Jack asked, casual as a weather report. Ethan laughed, a dry, brittle sound. “A little.”
“Thought so. Your hand shakes when you pick up anything under half a pound. Didn’t used to.” Ethan looked at his own hand, flexed it into a fist, then let it fall to his side. “Phoenix did worse to us than any bottle.”
Jack didn’t argue. He just reached for the USB, spun it once between his fingers, and tucked it into his pocket. “Go home, Briggs. Or whatever hole you live in now. I’ve got what I need.” Ethan didn’t move. “You’re going to run it, aren’t you? You’re going to try and take them down solo.”
Jack considered the question, then shrugged. “If you’re lucky, I’ll succeed. If you’re not, maybe I’ll slow them down long enough for you to see the end.” Ethan nodded, almost grateful, like the outcome didn’t matter as much as Jack just saying it out loud.
The water drip above grew louder, or maybe the silence just made it seem that way. It was time to go. Jack turned, not expecting a farewell, not getting one. He made his way out through the lanes of broken machinery, every footstep echoing the fracture line now running through what used to be trust.
Outside, the light was almost gone. He waited in the wind for a full minute, watching for movement, listening for anything out of place. But the only sound was the city itself, grinding on, uncaring.
Jack let the USB rest heavy in his hand as he slipped into the evening. Already, he could feel the itch of surveillance, the sense of eyes watching from somewhere impossible. He kept walking, memorizing every shadow, every echo, every possible angle of attack. There would be more tests. There always were, but he was ready for them.
It turned out that Ethan didn’t leave after all. Jack found him out back, hunched over a rusted rail cart, staring into the mud as if expecting some new disaster to claw its way free. The rain had started up again, thin and icy, ratcheting off the metal with a pulse that reminded Jack of the comms room during a live breach, every ping, every whisper of static another chance for the world to collapse.
Ethan turned at Jack’s approach, but didn’t rise. His face was all angles, the flesh stretched thin. He watched Jack with the careful neutrality of someone who knew all the ways to lose. “I owe you one more thing,” Ethan said, voice rough.
Jack didn’t answer, just shifted his weight so he had line of sight on the nearest exit and Ethan both. He was tired, but not so tired he’d forget the basics. Ethan set a battered file folder on the rail cart, weighed it down with a half-brick. “Names. Contacts. Passwords. Everything I scraped from the system before they burned me. You want a way into Phoenix, it’s in here.”
Jack eyed the folder. “You expect me to believe this is real?” Ethan shrugged. “Don’t care if you do. Just know it’s the only way left.” Jack let the silence fill in, measured it out. The rain grew heavier, turning the ground around the cart into a mirror. Ethan’s fingers drummed a syncopated rhythm on the brick, another nervous tell Jack remembered from a lifetime of safehouses and last chances.
“Walk me through it,” Jack said.
Ethan nodded, as if he’d rehearsed the pitch in his sleep. “There’s a node in Warsaw. Not official, not even on the secondary grid. They call it the Hothouse, a sort of recruitment filter for high-grade assets. You go there, flash the right code, you’ll get face time with a handler. From there, maybe you get inside, maybe you just get dead. But if you need to reach the directorate, it’s the only shot.”
Jack let the details click into place. The Hothouse was a rumor, always one step removed from confirmation, but the mechanics fit: gather the outcasts, the disavowed, dangle hope in front of them and see who bit. It was Phoenix’s style, efficient and brutal.
Ethan slid the folder forward, and the papers fanned out under the rain, names, locations, access triggers. A handful were already crossed out in red, meaning dead or burned, but the rest could be in play. “These people can get you inside,” Ethan said, echoing the line from so many briefings before. “I spent months cultivating this.”
Jack studied the page, reading not just the data but the handwriting, the pressure of the pen, the tiny wavers in the line. None of it matched what he remembered from Ethan before the system chewed him up. But the work was good, the notes precise, the formatting old agency standard, Briggs’s style before everything went to hell.
Jack didn’t touch the papers. Instead, he let his mind photograph them, names and streets and numbers, cross-referencing with everything he’d already heard, everything Sarah had filtered to him from her own invisible war. A pattern began to form, a faint lattice of possibility, but one that still reeked of a trap. “You burn me with this, I burn you back,” Jack said. Ethan managed a ragged smile. “I know you will.”
“Why do it, then?” Ethan stared out into the rain. “I want the story to end. That’s all. One way or another.” Jack nodded, a slow gesture, and let the moment settle. For a second, there was nothing but the hiss of rain and the low, dying hum of the city behind them.
He turned to go, but stopped after three steps. “If you ever see Sarah again, tell her she was right. About all of it.” Ethan nodded, not trusting himself to speak.
Jack walked out into the night, the folder untouched behind him, but the contents locked down in the vault of his skull. He moved fast, letting the rain erase any trace of his presence. Above, somewhere in the middle distance, a siren wound up, someone else’s crisis, not his.
Jack reached the far side of the yard and paused, scanning for watchers. No movement, but he drew the Beretta anyway, comfort more than caution. The next phase would be Warsaw. He’d have to run it alone. He felt the weight of the choice: trust Briggs’s fractured lifeline, or trust nothing but his own damnation. Either way, there was only forward.
He gripped the gun tighter, the familiar sting of adrenaline clearing the last of his doubts. Then he was gone, just another silhouette folding into the shadows, already halfway to the next war. Behind him, Ethan’s shape blurred into the dark, and the city kept bleeding secrets into the rain.